Saturday, October 9, 2010

A Pie With Good Intentions

Even as I look at the date of my last entry and marvel at how a large quantity of time passing can seem like minutes, I know for certain, as I've mentioned before, that all of these moments have always coexisted, side by side, and every thought and subsequent action has brought these moments into fruition.

So, lovely readers, I imagine you are dying with excitement to know what things Anto has manifested into his reality since last fall? There has been a myriad of experiences from which I have learned so much about mySelf, about the way I Live, and Am, cycles that move at exponential speeds inside of Me (all of us, really) and their outward manifestation in our physical reality. Let me move backwards in time, as far as happenings and experiences go ...

1. The rediscovery of the Attitude of Gratitude
2. A new commitment to my Art, to mySelf
3. Quitting my job
4. Moving forward in my relationship with my boyfriend (moving past labels)
5. My dad passing away
6. Moving out of my studio apartment
7. The music of The Avett Brothers (who are a lot more Conscious than their fans give them credit for)

*Just had my mind blown* I'll explain -

The number 11:11 is a very significant number to me, and a lot of people who are in-tuned with consciousness and who feel that the Universe fuels all of the actions that take place here in our physical realm. Essentially this time prompt, this synchronicity, is a message or a divine sign from the Universe and our guides, letting us know that whatever path we may be on at the very moment we notice the number, is the right path. Read more.

As you can probably see it's pretty late night/early in the morning, but for some reason I had this urge to update this blog. The last time I updated was in November which was 11 months ago. Yeah, that's enough to blow my mind these days.

At the risk of throwing too many ingredients into a pie that I would really love for you guys to enjoy, I'll go ahead and say there you have it, for now. The seven things I mentioned above have played such significant roles in my life these past months that it is absolutely necessary I write about them, to come to catharsis, with hopes they shed light for others who may need it as much as I do. Consider this quick update as the appetizer pie -dessert has always been the best to save for last ... let's switch it up and serve it first before the main course. ;)

<3,
Anto

2 comments:

  1. Wow. Anton. This is so beautiful. Since just beginning to read your blog over a year ago, I to have begun my own and have also made many transformations to bring my dreams and creations into fruition. It seems so long ago but yet so near, when I first found your card on a board in a cafe. I was so lost and in an emotional disarray at the time, simply looking for a sign of hope. Speaking to the inspiring heart (which is you) over the phone made all the difference. I still have your business card to remind me of how living in love and gratitude has given me the courage to shine. Thank you again for this amazing post. I am infinitely stoked that you mentioned the Avett Bro's too! I just purchased their song last month on itunes after I hearing it on the radio. I originally thought it was by Damien Jurado who sang at a wonderful folk festival concert in Portland the weekend I moved here. Well, needless to say, I will be playing Head full of doubt/Road full of promise for you today!!! Enjoying dessert first indeed ;)

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  2. omg ... how wonderful to hear from you!~ I'm so touched and grateful that you still check up on this blog from time to time and that you've made your dreams and creations manifest!

    and I know for certain the Universe is responsible for our encounter ... I mean, c'mon, the Avett Brothers?!?! They're effing amazing ;D

    I'm so glad you're doing well ... I'm heading up north soon for a trip -anything you'd recommend in Portland I must see?

    <3

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